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*19 May 2019





*Recently I was thinking about Forgiveness.
And was thinking about writing something about it.
I also want to write something about Lukewarm.

*Yesterday and today I was also thinking about what I am doing with my life.
And realised I had to get right with God.
So I can go to Heaven.
However whenever I ask God if I am Saved and If I am going to Heaven.
God always tells me I am.
But of course I am not sure.
I can die today.
Next week.
Or yesterday.
And will I be going to Heaven or Hell?

Getting Saved is Hard.
Life is Hard.
Getting Saved is Hard.
There is so many things you have to do in order to go to Heaven.
There are so many many things.
So many things you can't do.
So many things you have to do.
Getting Saved is so Hard.

*What is the point of gaining anything on earth if you go to Hell.
You can't take anything with you to Heaven.
But maybe you can take your wife.
Do you want to be seperated from your wife in Hell forever?
If not.
Then you have to make it to Heaven. (etc.)

*Getting Saved is hard.
I don't even know if I am going to Heaven or not.

*Forgiveness.

*People need to take time out to get right with God.
Asap.
Don't put it off.
You could of died yesterday.

*So I took time out to think and get right with God today.

*I was thinking about Forgiveness.

*I was worried that I didn't Forgive correctly.

*I say or Prayed to God that I have Forgiven correctly but maybe I haven't.

*So for example.
I say I have forgiven.
But what if God says later on.
That God no longer cares about Forgiveness and that no one has to Forgive anymore.
If God said that.
I would change my mind and not forgive.
So does that mean I never actually really Forgave?
It probably does mean I didn't properly Forgive.

*Also whats the big deal with Forgiveness.
Why do we even need to Forgive.

*Some people can Forgive.
But other people like me can not Forgive.

*So anyway.
I am worried that I didn't Forgive correctly.

*Can I say I Forgive.
And If God decides to later change God's mind that no one has to Forgive anymore.
Can I or would I continue to Forgive regardless of this?
No I can't.
I would actually change my mind and not Forgive.

*So does that mean I am going to Hell?

*Forgiveness is.
For example when you give someone a second chance.

*Being honest and truthful when I Forgive.
If God change God's mind about Forgiveness later on and says no one has to Forgive.
Then I honestly and truthfully will say that I will change my mind and not Forgive.

*Can you honestly and truthfully 'totally' Forgive?
For Me.
I can't totally Forgive.
But If I ask the same question and also ask you to think about how bad Hell is.
My answer is Yes I can 'totally' Forgive.
Because Hell is really bad.
But If I then ask.
If God then changes God's mind and says we no longer have to Forgive.
Will you continue to Forgive or will you change your mind?
I would say I would change my mind.
So How Can I say I 'totally' Forgive.

*Anyway.
This is my current thinking.
For myself.
I have to truly and honestly 'totally' Forgive.
If I can't totally Forgive.
Then I have to Forgive 'best I can'.
I will also Pray to God.
That.
If my Forgiveness is not correct and I will not get into Heaven because of it.
Then I want God to make me aware, understand, etc; What I need to do in order to Forgive correctly; So I can get into Heaven.
Etc.
So I will Pray to God to make it so that I can Forgive correctly.
Etc.
*So thats is what I will do.

*It will be very bad.
If I try seriously to try to get into Heaven.
But end up going to Hell.
That would be very bad.


*Lukewarm.

*If you want to know what Lukewarm is.
Watch the third testimony on the front/ home page by Howard Pittman.
Titled 'Placebo By Howard Pittman - Part 1 of 12'.

*So you can't be lukewarm.
So many Christians are going to Hell because of being lukewarm.
You have to be 100 % in with God.
Or best you can.
If you are doing un Godly stuff.
You need to stop and ask for Forgiveness.
And never do it again.
If you do do it again.
You have to repent again.
Etc.

*So you have to be in with God 100 %.
Or best you can.

*So if you need to go to Heaven.
Then make sure you Forgive and not be Lukewarm.

*Once Saved.
Always Saved.
This is not True.
You can still go to Hell if you Sin or do whatever else.
After you get Saved.
If You sin or whatever.
You need to keep asking God for Forgiveness.
If You don't.
You will go to Hell.
You also need to listen and follow what God says.


*God tells me I am already Saved and I am going to Heaven.
But today I also followed the steps from 'How To Get Saved etc' from the Posts tab/ section.
Because I wanted to get right with God.
So I pretty much redid these steps that I probably did before.
However I didn't get Baptised though.
I will probably get Baptised in the future some time.
I will also redo these steps for when I get Baptised also.

*So I.

*Best I can; Accepted, Trusted, Believed that God sent Jesus to die on The Cross.
And Jesus Rose again on the third day.
And Jesus is now sitting at The Right Hand Of God.

*I then Forgave everything in my Life.
Including Myself, others, God, Angels, Demons, and whatever else.
I thought about everything.
So I totally or best I can Forgave everything.
Including things that I didn't think of as well as anything else.
Once that is done.
I ask God to Forgive all my sins and everything else.
As well as any future sins (I just said this because I wanted to).
You will need to continue to ask God for Forgiveness everytime you sin.
And so God Forgave me for my sins because I Forgave others etc.
Also after I done all these steps.
I forgot to repent/ get Forgiven for my Sins correctly etc.
So instead of Forgiving and then God Forgives your Sins.
I need to think about everything I have done and ask God for Forgiveness for each and everything etc.
So I went back to this.
I Prayed In The Name Of Jesus Christ.
And I ask God for Forgiveness for everything I can think of.
As well as anything I didn't think of as well as anything else.
As well as future sins etc.
So I ask God for Forgiveness for everything I done.
Thats it.
So For this part.
You have to Forgive everything eg God, others, yourself etc. (So Forgive everything others have done to you.)
Then ask God to Forgive all your Sins by thinking about everything you have done and asking God to Forgive each thing etc.
So Forgive everything including things you didn't think of.
And then ask God to Forgive you for all your Sins.
As well as Sins you didn't think of.
As well as anything else.
So Forgive others etc.
And then get your own Sins Forgiven.
(21 May 2019) So You Have to do two things for Forgiveness.
One is to Forgive.
Forgive yourself, God, others etc.
Forgive everything that has been done to you.
Forgive everything.
Think about everything you can think of.
And Forgive each of those things you can think of.
As well as Forgive things you didn't think of.
So Pray In The Name Of Jesus Christ.
And start thinking and Forgiving everything you can think of.
As well as anything you didn't think of etc.
So tell God you Forgive etc.
Forgive everything you can think of.
Say You Forgive everything.
As well as anything you didn't think of.
So think about everything in your life and then Forgive every single thing.
And anything you forgot to think of.
You can say "As well as anything else I didn't think of".
Or "I Forgive anything else I didn't think of".
As well as anything else.
And the other thing or 2nd thing you have to do to Forgive.
Is To Pray to God for Forgiveness of 'your' Sins etc.
So You will have to think of all the things you have done etc.
And Ask God for Forgiveness for each and single thing.
And also ask For Forgiveness for anything you forgot to think about.
Eg.
"I Pray In The Name Of Jesus Christ... That You Forgive me for the time I stole a car, Forgive me for the time I stole money from ..., Forgive me for etc, Forgive me for etc, etc.
I Pray that You Forgive me for anything that I didn't think of etc.
I Pray that you Forgive me for all my Sins as well as anything else.
I also Pray that you forgive me for my future sins and anything else.
I Pray In The Name Of Jesus Christ."
Also you will need to continue to Repent when you commit a Sin etc.
So You Will need to do 2 things.
Forgive Eg. Yourself, God, others etc.
And Ask God for Forgiveness for your sins etc.
So you will need to think of everything in your life.
Etc. (21 May 2019)

*I didn't get Baptised.

*I then Prayed to God.
Eg. "I Pray In The Name Of Jesus Christ... that I accept The Holy Spirit.
I receive The Holy Spirit.
I Pray In The Name Of Jesus Christ."

*That's it.

*I also Prayed that.
If I am in a execution or life or death situation. (Beheading, shot, etc.)
And if I do not renounce Jesus etc.
That I do not feel any pain.
Or my spirit leaves my body before the pain.
etc.
*Also take note that.
Even if you are meant to feel pain.
This will only happen once.
And you will never feel pain in Hell etc.

*I also Prayed.
If I am not Forgiving correcly.
Then that God makes me aware, understand, etc; Asap; How I am meant to Forgive in order to go to Heaven.
So I Prayed to make God make me Forgive correctly If I am not Forgiving correctly.
So I can go to Heaven.

*I also best I can.
Believe, Trust, accept Jesus Christ.

*And Love God with all my Heart.

*So.
Other then getting Baptised.
I am pretty sure I am going to Heaven.
But of course I still don't know.
Yes getting Saved and staying Saved is Hard.
Going to Heaven is Hard.
I still don't know if I am going to Heaven or not.

*So Forgiveness and Lukewarm are two things you need to focus on.

*So get right with God asap.
You could of died yesterday.













24 May 2019



Getting Saved is Hard.
Getting into Heaven is Hard.
Getting into Heaven is like Luck.

I Pray to God and ask God if I will go to Heaven or not.
And God tells me I am.
But I am not sure.
I also Pray to God to give me Revelation, vision, out of body experience, or to talk to God, etc.
So I know for sure if I am going to Heaven or not.

*It is like luck because.
You just don't know if your're getting into Heaven.
You can be unaware about Sins you are still committing.
You can be Saved and Repented.
But you can still be committing Sins you are unaware of and don't Repent for them.
Or Maybe You Didn't Repent right.
So even if you are Saved and Repented.
You could be committing Sins you are unaware of that are Sins.
Eg. Specific Branded clothing, shoes, accessories, etc could be created by The Devil/ Hell.
Specific Branded drinks could be created by The Devil/ Hell.
All or Specific Branded lipstick, makeup etc could be created by The Devil/ Hell.
So if you are continuing to use these things after you have been Saved.
And don't stop/ Repent for using these etc.
Then you will go to Hell.
So being unaware will lead you to Hell.
So its all about like Luck.
You just don't know if your going to Heaven or not.
Unless God tells you; Like in a Vision, dream, out of body experience, etc.

*Getting into Heaven seems to be all about eg Luck.
However to better the probability of getting in.
One can do 2 things.
One is to do everything The Bible tells you to do.
And the other is to Pray to God and ask God what to do before everything you do etc.

*So You Can Pray to God and ask God what you should do, can do, etc.
If You Should go or not go to a place.
What you can and can't eat.
What you should do and not do.
And if you do something wrong.
You have to Repent.
If You Don't listen to God; You will have to Repent.
So You Should do what God tells you to do.
You should Pray to God and ask God what to do before you do anything etc.

*So You Should do everything The Bible tells you to do; Best you can.
And also Pray to God and ask God what you should do etc before you do something.

*That will better your probability of getting into Heaven.

*I don't even know if I am going to Heaven.
Getting Saved is so Hard.